Okay, I realised my so-called 'pro' blog aint that pro. -.-

Its practically empty lah!

Alamak......... totally neglected this poor blog of mine because I have another personal one.

Okay, I shall try to keep this blog alive, & yah, it affects part of my grades also :/

Hmm, do you know that I keep a personal diary as well, something that Ive started since yr 2005 where I write my daily ongoings. Now, Ive 3 thick books haha.

So that means, with my written diary, personal blog + this pro blog, I have 3 some sort journals!

Oh well.................

I shall talk about my feelings for these past few weeks in MGBD.

Seriously, its tough, really tough I dont know I broke down how many times.

Ask the girls, 3 wk of sch, they saw me crying in the toilet twice.

Ok, so paiseh lah telling everyone I cried :/

I dont wish to be a crybaby lah of course.

Having this thought of transfering, but cant make up my mind now.

Im too fickle-minded, how?

Talked to Ms Tina about it before, but then, I wasnt too sure what exactly my passion is.

I dont wish to transfer course and yet, regret once more.

My life is definitely full of regrets ):

My passion?

Just what exactly it is?

Kids! Yes, I know I love kids a hell lot and I like to make a difference in their lives (:

If I knew, I should have gone to Early Childhood(though I couldnt meet their COP, but I could have a high chance based on my childcare work experience.)

Okay, ta-da!

Suddenly I thought of a title of this post, kids shall be my inspiration for this post.

Kids.... hmmm.

No matter how good or naughty they may be, they are stil bundles of joy!

They can easily lighten up my spirits with their pure, genuine laughters/smiles/cries/whatever.

They are so pure, innocent at their youngest, unlike older ones who may already be corrupted :/

I yearn to be in an environment full of lovely kids, where my life will be filled with simple pleasure everyday.

So yah, back to this course.

At the moment, Im stil struggling but trying.

I hope I will find my real answer soon.

Okay, this is a long post I know.

I tend to be draggy when I write.

Freedom of expressions/ or whatever you call that.

Its my blog, so I can do whatever I want.

:)